Sunday night

Tonight is like every other Sunday nights. There's no one in my lab. But i don't feel lonely ...

Let the music heal your soul ... It was not the music but you healed my soul by your sweet love.

My sadness has gone. My stress has gone. Now I can cope with anything.

What can I do...

... to smile
... when all of my smiles are on my face, not in my heart.

... to forget
... when i have a special ability to remember every tiny things, and my mind is not a hard disk so i can easily press delete.

... to go on
... when all i want to do is turning back. The happy sets are behind.

... to work
... when i can't focus on anything. Oh my... now i don't want to work at all ...

... to be happy
... what is the happiness ? it's just something we feel inside, rite ? What can i do when i have tried to do many things and then the feeling is still the same ?